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Well.. Long Year..

Mar. 17th, 2007 | 07:53 am
mood: calm calm

Not much is different. I got surgery. Me and Jake had a bunchh of crazy problems. But I still really miss him. Watched some great movies lately. Not much really though. Alt-Ed is awesome. Zack is hott.. godd<3 and so on.

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Friday and Saturday

Jun. 24th, 2006 | 11:44 am
location: Long Island
mood: food! food!
music: Lip of an Angel - Hinder

Well yesterday I got up like 8ish and got ready and finished packing, and waited around for my ride to LOng Island. Drove down with Jenn and Josh. Tried calling the radio stations to get this song on, it didnt work. Oh well. I couldnt stop thinking of that guy on the drive down, i wish i didnt talk to him the night before. I cant stand Josh anymore, he's so bossy and pushy. I really just ughh. lol I'm probably gonna stay down a few more days and go upstate with my grandma. Anyway. We got here aound 3ish. It was really nice out THANK GOD! and we hopped in the pool for an hour or so. Fun fun. Then we ate dinner, got a movie and came back and watched. The hill have eyes was surprisingly good. I didnt sleep the best, i let my brother and cousin sleep on the pull out, so i slept in a um... chair. I'm really happy schools out. Talked to Bobby the other night, not so fun. He's so different from what I thought he was. Today well got up ended up watching the movie again with James and Robert.We're all waiting for the bagels. Josh is so damn cheap. I hate him. No doubt! Then I came on here to update this thing. Hopefully We'll see Nicole today! Who knows. Later ♥

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UGHHHHH

Jun. 23rd, 2006 | 12:25 am
mood: creative creative

updateing sucks! lol and i havent done it in forever! lol long island this weekend. lake george the next! yayayya ♥ love . ill update more on monday!

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..................!

Feb. 8th, 2006 | 05:54 pm
mood: crushed crushed

Men are scum, my friends are scum, people at my school are scum... first of all, i hate all guys just because well the formal is coming up, and either everyone has a date or they have some other place to be. and my friends SUCK! sometimes i wonder if i even mean anything to them, you have no freakin idea. laura.. yeah right.. i know she talks behind my back, and i dont even see maddison anymore, and i just dont know about anyone anymore. no one talks to me, so who cares... people at my school are so dumb because again everyone ignores me, i wonder if i wasnt there if anyone looks over wondering, oh where is tara? yah no i have the perfect dress, the perfect shoes, but no date, what the hell is the problem with this picture, come on even the psycho girl that looks like shes from the ring has a boyfriend! i am just really sick of it all. i cant wait to get out of this place... only 1 week.. thank GOD! then i'm goin back home... ugh.. i hate it here, i think i might even be starting to hate snowboarding, because no one boards with me.. what the fuck.. is there something that wrong with me? what the fuck.. jeeese even my mom is annoying me, she wont leave me alone.. ohhhh whatcha doing, ohhh i need her permission to cut my hair... AH! i cant wait till my eighteenth birthday, i am just going to idk get away. i cant stand living here anymore, i need to move. period. thats it. goood BYE!

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I hate doing these, but I do them anyway.

Dec. 31st, 2005 | 10:48 am
mood: excited excited

10 LAYERS OF ME

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Tara
Birth date: 7/5/90
Birth place: Huntington
Current Location: My house
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Righty or Lefty: both
Zodiac Sign: cancer

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: English,Irish,Dutch,German,Shoshone
What Shoes Did You Wear Today?: Slippers. :)
Your weakness: Picking the wrong guys
Your fears: the dark
Your perfect pizza: light sauce, - from joeys
Goal you'd like to achieve: get out of here.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused word online: hm. i hate you.. lol
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it, and what am i doing today
Your best physical feature: ask someone who knows me.
Your most missed memory: my real home<3

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: nada
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: dont care
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU/ARE YOU?
Smoke: no
Cuss: always. :(
Single: yes
Have a crush(es): idk
Think you've been in love: well this one time
Like(d) high school: yeah
Want to get married: yup
Believe in yourself: not as much as it seems but yeah
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're a health freak: no way
Get along with your parents: yeah
Do you like thunderstorms: no

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: no
Gone on a date: no
Gone to the mall: too much for my liking
Been on stage: no
Eaten Sushi: no. yuck
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dippin: no
Dyed your hair: no

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
Gotten beaten up: no
Changed who you were to fit in: yeah, unfortunately

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: 22-27
Numbers of Children: 3/4
Describe your dream wedding: in Tuscany
How do you want to die: in my sleep.

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: blue
Best hair color?: dark or light doesnt matter
Short or long hair: short
Height: taller than me
Best first date location: park
Articles of clothing: T shirts

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I can trust: with like my life?a few
Number of CD's I own: far to many
Number of piercings: 5
Number of tattoos: none
Number of times been on T.V: no
Number of times my name has appeared in the paper? 6 :)
Number of scars on my body: to many
Number of things in my past that I regret: I cant change the past, but Saying things I never meant.

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Happy New Year's Eve!

Dec. 31st, 2005 | 10:28 am
mood: drained drained
music: Staind - Right Here

So the Holidays have been quite hectic. Good thing its almost over. It didn't really feel like Christmas this year. 11 days off of school, = very good. Kinda miss all my friends though. Nothing that exciting has happened lately. I went snowboarding a few nights ago, and I am in love with that mountain! Let me tell you, there was nothing like just being up there in the freezing cold, with my board strapped to my feet. I only fell 3 times, which is amazingly good!! I saw Billy up there, just talked for a second, that boy really knows how to make people laugh. I saw Tom up there to, he was being himself as usual. Got clothes and such for Christmas. Very happy with that. I started talking to Bobby again. One very long conversation last night. I hope he forgives me for being dumb. I can't wait till the 6th when I'm back up the mountain. I think the mountain is the only thing I like up here. I could live without the rest. Jenn is pissing me off as usual. What a surprise, it was bound to happen eventually. I can't wait to have my bed back. I really hate that futon. It's a pain in the back, Literally. I have to clean my room, its a mess. I think I'm giving up, because every time I clean, 5 minutes later its a mess again. I am unbelievebly exhausted. I went to bed at 2:30AM! after someone called me for 3 seconds so I could hear his voice, that was amazingly thoughtful of him, considering the circumstances. I wish guys didn't like girls that were psycho, or in love with other guys.. It would make my life a hell of a lot easier.

So my New Years resolutions are this!!

1. Be overall a nicer person to everyone
2. Don't talk about people I really hate
3. Lose some more weight
4. Get a better tan! LOL
5. Stop cursing..
6. Be more organized

I just remembered how old I'm getting. It's hard for me to imagine that next December I'll be driving my own car. Finally I wont need a ride from my parents to get EVERYWHERE. The big ONE SIX. I dont know if I want to have a party.. You only turn 16 once, but I don't know yet. I am completely exhausted and I have lots to do today.

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